im really lovin the hours and all but could we stop scheduling me for, what seems like, every day that i actually WANT off? and not even like fridays and saturdays, nah, i just want to go to the little local car meets on wednesdays and thursdays sometimes, but it seems like every time there is one, you put me on from 6p-10p that same day of the week… wtF

i hate stitches and i hate broken bones. fuck. my. life. why did the curse of the morning skate sesh have to kick in NOW?!

6 stitches on the chin and a completely broken pinky, not the biz when your supposed to be starting waterpolo and having a crazy fun summer with hella friends everywhere

1 positive to the weekend though, got drunk 4 nights in a row, hung out with totally different ppl each time and each experience was never better or worse than the others (though id say the wedding was by far the best) now time to just lay around and heal for a couple days before im right back at it

alright, this is turning into some real bullshit (the whole… everything) and i dont understand where all the drama is coming from. did we all forget how to just TALK to each other? the only way i ever learn or hear about anything anymore is when D tells me a rumor he heard during a story from someone telling him about something they overheard. like forreal ppl? you guys are gunna go behind me and my friends and talk shit and ruin friendships all because you feel like we still have to treat drama like tweens? C isnt an asshole, he’s misunderstood and direct and im not forgetting, losing, ignoring you, i simply cant put up with your bipolar 14 year old expectations out of life and love.

deal with it, and quit talkin shit. if you have a problem with me, fuckin call me or drive over here and lets figure this shit out. theres a reason we seem to all be splitting up, oh thats right, BECAUSE WE’RE SPLITTING UP. life isnt perfect, people arent perfect and shit changes

YESS!! MY TUMBLARITY WENT UP BY 1!!!!!!! WOOH! (im being sarcastic for you slow ones out there)

good hook huh? well i actually have GOOD news about my job.

my boss, todd, decided that he likes me so much that on the second day of work, ive been promoted and offered a FULL time job, rather than him hiring someone else for the other part time job. YESSS. FASHO FA-FUCKIN-SHO. i feel hella happy cuz not only do i now have hella money comin in, i have a solid job to get through high school with AND i know that i can impress ppl enough that they hire me for jobs i wasnt supposed to do

YYYEEEESSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!